It is silent. Yet there is a constant noise, muted but present. And there is a point where this noise takes over and the silence becomes another world. Is it hallucinations or daydreams, it isn’t really important to define it. No. So you fall and it brings you to this clumsy and blurry area of your brain. It is safe, but awkward. In trying to grasp this thing in front, the body is part of the world and isn’t attached, it disappears into the blur. A moment to discover, feel. Pause. Rewind. Faster. Stop. There it is. What I was looking for.